My heart is heavy.
I feel like Ive closed a chapter.
I watched you enter this world.
I was just a teenager.
I was holding you as you closed your eyes.
As a grown up.
I witnessed the full circle.
18 years you were there for me, you witnessed the many stages of my life.
Forever loyal you protected me, when my babies came along you didn't flinch, you loved the boys as much as we do and you shared your love equally between all of us.
It will take some time to adjust, 18 years is a very long time.
I can still hear you saying good morning
And asking for dinner now please
Meowing "They're ok" from the boys bed as I check on them in the dark of night
And goodnight as you snuggle in with me, I still feel you,
I probably will for some time yet.
Im so grateful to have had so much time.
We love you.
We will miss you Jaspy.