I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your lovely comments about our beloved Jaspy.
It really really helped.
The boys are smiling again :-)
It took me a while to remove his meal tray from the corner of the kitchen :-(
It sat there until yesterday and when I removed it I had an over whelming urge to clean and de clutter.
So that's what I did, I purged and cleaned and re arranged the likes of which this house has never seen, now my oven is sparkling the drawers are organised and im ready for the new island bench Ive been working on.
Scouring the files of Elle decor today I found this and it took my breath away.
Everything about this is perfect to me right now.
Oh my that table...
Im a sucker for ANYTHING old on castors.