Thank you so much for your kindness my lovelies. You'll be happy to know that I kicked melancholy to the curb where it belongs, you must never let such self indulgent nonsense stay for too long.
I will be taking a break from blogging though.
We'll be cruising the pacific for a while, a nice way to wean myself as there will be no Internet, unless I want to spend ridiculous amounts of money on it, which I don't, I can think of better ways.
Then im taking some time to reassess and change some things in my life.
Re work our routines and where needed, create some.
Make room for positive habits like yoga and meditation.
And commit to them.
I just haven't been able to get the balance right, consistently, in any aspect, for way too long.
This needs to change.
There's nothing dramatically wrong.
Its just that familiar old story of a mother looking after everyone else first and foremost and for so long that she's forgotten about her own needs.
Her health declines and things ache more than they should.
A sure sign of neglect.
I forgot the basic truth that in order to be good at what I do I need to take care of myself and occasionally put myself absolutely first.
So until we next meet my lovelies.
Much love and bucket loads of respect to all you clever and inspiring people.
You have changed me.
Im very glad to have met you.
Be good to yourselves.